And I know I’m gonna miss school ?

I’m gonna miss everything and everyone. Yes we promise to stay together, some of us will, many will but things would still change. There won’t be any school corridor where we’ll see each other’s face every day. The school uniform was important indeed, all of us looked ugly and there wasn’t much we could do about it. Yet we didn’t care because we knew there are things more important. Sometimes, there are moments when you suddenly become upset, you’re mad at many people all of a sudden because you’re overthinking and you decide to never talk to these people again, yet you see them in the corridor the next morning and here they are. You can’t help hug them. You tell yourself how dumb it would be to let these people go.
But it’s gone now. We’ll overthink, we’ll assume things build over it and never see these people again if we decide to and let them go, what we wouldn’t realize is that it’s still a dumb idea. I can’t be mad at my best friends anymore and decide to intentionally ignore them in school and not visit their classrooms and hang out with someone else in the lunch break to seek their attention and get all the care and be pampered. I’ll miss it. There won’t be any lessons that we’ll all read together and make fun of together or those we fight over. There will be no large groups of people you’re only acquainted with, hooting at some cheesy conversation you had with your supposed crush. And you wouldn’t have those mini eye contacts and high fives with people who were your closest friends a few years ago and although you don’t talk much but they’re important to you. I’m gonna miss that.I’m gonna miss how we dread standing in those Tuesday assemblies or how we attack each other’s food in the cafeteria with our forked weapon,or how we help each other make up stories to save us from trouble. There will be no washroom in the world again where I’d want to spend hours only sitting on the floor with my girlfriends. Those are the things I’m gonna miss.